Desiring the ultimate resting place with no flaws. As I saw all people rushing with full speed to the unwitnessed, promised land, a repetition spread throughout my head, almost controlling my belief.
Mind, Earth, water, fire, air, ether, intelligence and false ego. My separated material energies. Controlling the body and mind with strength of will, being liberated from attachment and hatred, false pride, lust, anger, will bring us closer to our self-realization. There was no doubt of the power lying inside me, waiting to be freed. Pervading all these words, it appeared as if no soul was touched.
I tried to elevate, take the next step to the platform that was situated in my deepness and allowed myself to accept differences and mistakes, therefore I rose above it all. Started feeling weightless, gravitation had no affect on me. Suddenly, I was aware of every intellect surrounding me and let the material creation rest in me. Every intention is still followed by creativity of my mental integrity. I saw everything in detail, and was equally disposed to the goodness and beauty of every living entity. How have I not foreseen this before? Everything that I needed was already given to me. A source of never-ending energy that I struggled so hard to find, was inside me all along.
And I realized, immorality led my way for so long. What I was searching all this time, couldn’t be measured, labeled, neither bought. Paid for things that are priceless, provided never really knowing why. Therefore, my consciousness was deluded, by the thought of trying to produce it. I was capable to finally understand the beauty and the tragedy of life and death, thus built a strong immunity.
